Tuesday, May 31, 2011

This Sucks

I need to write and honestly, I want to say I'm stuck. I know I'm being lazy or scared. I think scared. I almost finished my first short story ever and it was my BABY!!! I loved the idea of Maxie and Don. Their love was so real and firey, It made my blood bubble. It was the romance I've always wanted you minus the nagging sister, the pompus mom, the wierd sister who goes silent toward some people and colorful wind who whispers annyoing in your ear. Oh what a dream.
I really don't want to start a new story then have it lost again.it sucks and if you've never lost a story, mabey you don't know what its like. but its like losing a beloved pet(which I also lost the past year). I will not give up nor lose hope. I acutally starting writing like now, at 9:13 pm when I went to the web and realized I never finished this post, which I started at like 1:30 today. So... Good me!!!
......Kiss Kiss

This Sucks

I need to write and honestly, I want to say I'm stuck. I know I'm being lazy or scared. I think scared. I almost finished my first short story ever and it was my BABY!!! I loved the idea of Maxie and Don. Their love was so real and firey, It made my blood bubble. It was the romance I've always wanted you minus the nagging sister, the pompus mom, the wierd sister who goes silent toward some people and colorful wind who whispers annyoing in your ear. Oh what a dream.
I really don't want to start a new story then have it lost again.it sucks and if you've never lost a story, mabey you don't know what its like. but its like losing a beloved pet(which I also lost the past year). I will not give up nor lose hope. I acutally starting writing like now, at 9:13 pm when I went to the web and realized I never finished this post, which I started at like 1:30 today. So... Good me!!!
......Kiss Kiss

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

pansies are pretty

Just bought a notebook. Its covered in a pretty pretty coloful pansies. How cute. Never thought I was a pansie girl. More of a daisy or lily, but hey! Whatever.
Not feeling to well to day. I hate drinking OJ when sick so because I'm tech not sick yet, I have stocked up. Have some tomatoe soup, need chicken noodle. Head hurts, don't feel like thinking. Outside will do me some good but I don't want to sit outside. Mabey I'll open the window instead.

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

where to begin

Good morning. Its about nine I think, where I am. The sun has yet to reach the porch. Its my ideal time to write, while the earth is still quiet and lazy folks are still in bed, sleepy folks are just making it home and car alarms are going off for no reason. Ha!
I'm watching Harper's Island, so glad I didn't get to miss this this time around.(I got distracted so I thought I'd mention it.) Anyway, I haven't really wrote anything in the past week or so, because I drop my phone into my tea. That made it very sticky. I wiped it(parts I could see), put it in rice(though I was impatient and dug it out every six seconds); I like to say I cared for it while it was sick. Then it betrayed me(though it might say I betrayed it in the first place).
That damn thing started to ignore my commands by rejecting my pass code, not letting me read any of the ebooks I downloaded, txt'n wen it flt lik it, not letting me know I had missed calls but somehow I voicemail it wouldn't let me hear. THEN, then, it just said screw you. Its lights up, shows me my home screen, teasing me with it, knowing good darn well I want in bad.
The phone company says, you don't have insurance, we can't replace your phone. Lucky me I have an old sprint phone, my blackberry curve, so I switched, not knowing that they were going to wipe the darn thing clean(leaving my music, yeppie! That's sacrasm if you didn't know). Music is replaceable but all those stories I wrote aren't. Esp the one I was almost finished about my Maxie.
I'll tell you about it soon. I'm still working on that part, that five sentence paragraph that tell you everything you need to know. But, yep, that's why I'm devestated, its gone. I've been in mourning, to sad to write, but I think I'm ready now. Mabey I'll start back with Maxie or mabey I'll finish Jenna's story. Who knows. I have to go. I haven't done my makeup and the sun is slowly creeping up my window.

Monday, May 16, 2011

day !

my first day on the blog. i cant wait to write some more. i hope you guys enoy my ramblings and things. i cant wait to post my stories and experience and everything. i will put my all and my best into this, i promise. look out for updates on short stories and the forever going novel im writing.....kiss kiss and more kisses